Mad, sad scared!

Go to my room
slam my door
mad
crank the music
cry so hard
sad
no lights
no sounds but my music playing
under my blankets
i hold it inside
don't tell anyone
scared
that i cry
inside
all my fears
mad
Wat must i face until
all that nears
sad
should i stay home
or go
runaway
help me plz
i am scared