To Pick Up Where I Left Off

To pick up where I left off
would be the greatest wish.
To go back to one more test grade
back to one more kiss.
To pick up where I left off
Is just a saddened dream
To go back to one more nightmare.
One more ear piercing scream
To pick up where I left off
To erase the cuts and bruises
To go way back to candy-land
Where the plum fairy never loses
To pick up where I left off
Living in my happy little soul
To go back to all those lies
And the secrets no one knows
To pick up where I left off
To erase all my new shame
To just go back and live a life
Where everyone was sain.
To pick up where I left off
Would put me in my place
To look inside the mirror
and not see a big disgrace
To pick up where I left off
To just be me again
To try to reach for sunshine
Through the clouds and the rain
To pick up where I left off
To sing a gracefully song
To have just one more painless day
Where nothing can go wrong
To pick up where I left off
to leave behind a thousand pills
To tune out the alarms that ring
In my head like fire drills
To pick up where I left off
Instead of running away
To at that very instant
Just drop the razor blade
To pick up where I left off
To be friends with my friends once more
To cover my hands over my eyes
So I cant see u walk out the door
To pick up where I left off
before I cry a million tears
To look underneath my bed
And stare straight at my fears
To pick up where I left off
One more test grade one more kiss
So I can live a brand new life
And not have to live like this