My last

Alex,

I cant take this anymore
my life's gone down the drain
things are worse then before
and I'm going insane

nothings working out
i get no attention
people don't give a care
about my so called intentions

i think you misunderstood
when i asked you if you cared
if only you could
be right here

only with me and thats all
i wish id just get one chance with you
without you i can no longer stand tall
and you have no idea what I'm going threw

I'm always the second choice in things
even if I as the last girl on earth
I'm sorry for the way I'm being
but you still probably wouldn't pick me first

so as i take this last breath
i dedicate it to you
and as i make this last confess
your the reason for what I'm going threw

as i make this last mark
all i have to say
is this is what you are
you make the same mistakes

as i act like someone i hate
for the last few seconds of this life
you see the truth in whats fake
as i cover whats beneath my eyes

as i apologize for the lies
from all the years i had told
as i hide my crimson cries
from the times i wouldn't show

as i scream for help
when I'm blinded by the light
when i turn against myself
and give away my life

you will always be in my mind
ill always remember our past
nothing will be left behind
this is my breath for you and its the last