Nothing really matters now.
all i can think of is you,
I'm patiently waiting for doctors to come for me.
don't you ever leave me!
i just don't know what id do.
I'm so scared now, I'm thinking something crazy.
and these thoughts just fill my head.
i cant control it, and i cant go hide in my room...
its not just another problem...
something i can solve with a few tears and another slit on my wrist!
this is much more painful,
what am i gonna do?
