I bleed just to be with you,cry just to know I'm alive, make love to your voice as it guides me, You don't get it do you? I'm like a damn dog thats lost its damn way and I run back to you so soon your forgiven like the beatings never happened like my bruises don't exist.I cut at myself and scream so damn loud so that the focus is lost on the bruises.
So that the voices telling me to get out slowly linger away. I pound on the walls naked fisted beating them the way you beat me. You don't have to hurt me just so I wont leave I love you enough to stay with you.why cant you see this? like I haven't painted it out in black and white when you tell me to go find better but I only want to be with you, you kick me and rip at me till I'm close to dead. And I apologize for not being enough and you wonder why the cuts overpower the bruises you leave because I must hurt the outside to try to kill half the bruised bloody pain I feel inside. As sorry as I am you will never know in the end for my future all of the pain that you'd soon cause for me.
