Looking at the nothingness inside me
I begin to be able to see
I look down at my wrists
And begin to get pissed
"Damn it"
The world never ended
And I just attempted
One of the biggest sins
Suicide Note left on the bed
As I wish there were no more to be said.
As she wrote while she planned
Things got bigger and harder to land
All the little things she could do
But nothing stopped her, not even you
You said that you loved her
And that she was your girl
You said that you'd help her
Through out everything that ever happened
And then you decided to just sit and watch her die
As she lay there, she started to cry
The suicide note said:
I wish I were dead
Then no more would be said
Everything would stop
With the last pop
The gun would show everyone
Excatly the way she choose to leave.
I truely wish this would kill me
And then you would figure out and begin to see
I miss you so much
But we still lost touch.
I love you. Love always,
Forgotten forever.
With her last breath, she whispered I love you more than anything in the world....*gun shot*.
That day everyone lost me.
