Do i love you or hate you?

Do i love you or hate you
i just can't decide
do i love you or hate you
what do i feel inside?

I can't believe
you dumped me for her
especially because of
how close we were

but now i can see
that you lied
i hope you can see
how much i cried

i cried enough tears
to fill the sea
i cried a lot of tears
did you cry for me?

and now i sit here
with a gun
quietly wondering
"were you the one?"

then i laid on my bed
i just laid there crying
thinking "this is what it feels
like to be dying"

Because of you
I'm living with a broken heart
because of you
i want to make a new start

I want to live in a world
without love and hate
i want to live in a world
where people don't date

Do i love you or hate you
but now i see
i don't love you or hate you
because i only love me