Behind this face....

Be hind the pretty face, behind the perfect smile,
I have so many feelings I've kept hidden for a while.

I don't want them to know who I truely am, they'll think I'm crazy and they won't understand.

I don't want them to see my scars from the past, my pain, sorrow, love that NEVER lasts.

If they pull up my sleeves they'll see my life, the pain I tried to get rid of with the swipe of a knife.

The containers are empty, the pills are all gone... I'm on the floor crying, I don't want to go on.

I cant' begin to explain the feelings you get when you find out that you are you're own biggest threat.