You didn't mean a word of it - i wish

I sat and cried for you,
I would die for you,
You put dreams into my head,
Now i just want to be dead.
Now i have realized,
This isn't how it should be,
I know that you're feeling a little bit like me,
You want to talk and be my friend,
you never wanted this to end.
I want you back and to be my mate,
Maybe.. before it's too late,
If i die before you come,
you'll be the only one,
You'll feel worse than you did before,
for leaving me to die on the floor,
if i die it will be for you,
you won't want to believe it's true,
you'll wish that you had never gone and left me on my own.
Then it will be your turn to feel so alone.
I called you just the other day,
and you acted in a normal way,
you were like a friend, you made me smile,
you were my friend for just a while,
I know that mail you later sent,
not one word had you meant,
you don't want to say goodbye,
all of it was just a lie,
you want me like i want you,
this relationship shouldn't be through, you miss me and i miss you,
you want me back, i know you do.