Now you see me,now you dont..

Eyes flooded
tears falling fast
arms blooded
i wont last.
working quietly
like nothings wrong
my arms still bleeding
it hasn't been long.
voices shouting
from side to side
if only i wasn't here
if only i could hide.
school bell rings
time for dinner
i still wont eat
I'm getting thinner.
dont tell me I'm better
don't say that I'm strong
i try so hard
and i still get it wrong
I've fought all this time
but what have i done?
a mess i am
a failure I've become.
now you see me
now you don't
you're gonna see me?
no you wont..