Doing so good
But now I'm afraid
Afraid I won't do what I should
I'm afraid I'll take up another blade
I'm afraid I'll make another line
I'll break my 2 month streak
My intelligence will once again go blind
When happiness is all I seek
Why do I feel the way I do?
I'm back at home
Watching my baby brother grow
My friend is here, so I'm not alone
What is wrong with me?
What can I do to stop this feeling?
How can I make it flee?
I can feel my insides peeling
As I want this one thing so bad
How is it I can be fine one moment and then not the next?
How is it this morning I was happy and now I'm sad?
I thought these urges have finally left
I'm home for a few days
My mom is tired
All dylan wants to do is play
Matt won't leave his computer on account they've doubled his pay
So I'm alittle stressed out
But that shouldn't mean to to the razor I turn to right away
I really don't have to much to feak out about
I don't really know what to say...
