Suicide letter

Ive got so much to tell you,
so many story's to say,
but listen very closely
I'm killing myself today...

i know its wrong,
to wish that i could die,
but what else can i do ?
My life is all one lie...

there always is a problem,
and i always have to choose,
no matter what i end up doing,
i always seem to loose...

This loneliness hurts so bad,
i couldn't take it any longer,
i thought things would get better,
but the pain just got stronger...

all i want you to know is i love you !
and i hope I'm always in your heart,
but life just went wrong,
and then everything fell apart...

There's no need to worry,
and no need to cry,
as it wasn't an accident,
I wanted to die...