Deadly silence

The deadly silence,
The thoughts from the past,
Bad memories that will forever last,
Thoughts running through my mind,
And all the awnsers im trying to find,
The pain from so much thinking,
And now my thoughts are sinking,
Trying to survive,
but not wanting to stay alive,
Now im taking my last breath,
No one caring for my death,
I was always trying to stand tall,
But now its my time to fall,
No one will ever know,
The pain that i wouldn't show,
But now in peace i lay,
And till this very day.......