Lost Love

How can i go on without you in my life
Everyday i tell myself just end it and
all the pain will go away...
I cant put into words how much i am missing you
right now..
Sometimes i go to bed hoping not to wake up just because i don't
have you..
I've never loved someone as much as i do you..you mean the world
to me..
I'm tired of being lonely..sad..and unloved..
you may think i am stupid for the way i am acting...
but i don't care...
Ever since you said those dreaded words.."we have to break up"
i haven't been the same..i may act like it..but inside i am dieing..
dieing because i don't have you by my side..in my reach..
I tell my self just to let go and move on...easier said then done..
I know you want me to be happy and not hurt..and to move on with my life
like i said easier said then done..
I hear you talk about some other guy and it just kills me to know you've
moved on..You never really know what you have till its gone and from the moment
it ended i knew that i was losing one of the most amazing people in my life..
Just hope that one day you will come back to me so that we can be happy again..
and then i could hold you in my arms again and tell you everything is gonna be
ok...but i don't know i guess i cant live without you..i need you like i need air
to breath and water to survive..