Drowning

I'm drowning in the pain
I'm desperately trying to let it go
But honestly when it comes down to it
My true feelings do show

I can’t help but show it
Its way to hard to hide
Because I opened up and let you in
In you I did confide

You made me so happy
You brought joy to my days
And man I can’t even begin to explain
How you helped me in so many ways

You were it
You meant the world and so much more
And in a guy you had everything
I was looking for

But im drowning in the thought
Of what we use to be
I know you’re not still holding out
So I guess it’s just me!

I remember those days
I’d get lost in your eyes
You seemed so different
Better then most guys

But here I am
Writing of what was
Because of how I loved you
And how I love you just because

But Im still drowning in it
Im drowning in the old us
I know soon I should move on
And in that I do trust