In The Dark

I lay alone unable to sleep
missing the sound of your heart beat
sometimes I could swear you were right here
holding me close with whisperers in my ears
a soft I love and I'll always care
I turn to say it to but your no longer there
I pour another shot and curse myself
for throwing my life into this living hell
knuckles bleeding, the mirrors in pieces
in the corner in the dark looking for reasons
reasons I left someone so great
to just surround myself with depression and hate
I read your letters over and over from start to end
and for a moment its almost like we're together again
but then the moments gone we fade to black
again in the dark wall to my back
I clinch my fist and I try to hide
I try to hold back these tears from my eyes
but it's to much to bear I can't let it die
so there in the dark alone I cry