Lies arent worth losing a relationship

When you told me you loved me i couldn't believe my ears.I pinched myself until it started bleeding.I had been waiting for days just to hear those words.If only it would have been in person and not on the phone.Then when i find out you ditched ME for a stupid soccer game i filled up with shame.Shame that i believed your lie of not coming because you couldn't find a ride.I felt hurt. Like a bird barely learning to fly and then shot down and died.Why did you lie to me i would have understood but your lie hurt me and now i don't know if i should forgive you or to let you go.But i love you so.That i shall forgive you because you fill my heart and make me whole