I thought you loved me,
Believe it or not I thought you truly cared,
I thought you'd never hurt me,
You wouldn't have dared,
I can't believe how wrong I've been,
Putting you up on a peddle stool,
Trusting you with all my heart,
I don't hate you, not even close,
I don't want to break up,
I still love you the most,
But what I need to know,
What I really need to be able to do,
Is trust you like I thought you trusted me,
I stuck up for you,
I told my best friends you'd never betray me,
I told them you didn't mean to hurt me,
That you were just leading your life,
And to repay me you make my best friends betray me as well as you,
You promised...!
You looked at me and told me I'd never have to worry,
You'd never do it again you said,
Because you loved me,
And with me you wanted to stay,
So why do it?
Why break my trust?
Don't say you had no choice,
There's always a choice in life,
Don't pretend you didn't do it,
If you hadn't you wouldn't have asked them to lie for you,
The worst part isn't the fact you did it,
It's the fact I had to hear it months later from them,
The least you could have done was tell me yourself,
Face to face, looking deep in my eyes,
At least you could have seen the hurt on my face as I found out,
How much my hands are shaking right now from the news,
I wish you could feel the lump in my throat,
So huge and painful,
As I try to hold back the tears I feel welling up inside me,
I wish you could see through my eyes,
See the blur I now see due to tears,
I wish you feel the betrayal I feel,
I may not be the best girlfriend,
And I know our problems are my fault as well,
But this is one thing I can't take the blame for,
I won't let you twist this round on me,
I have never in my life betrayed you,
I have given up so much just for you,
And in return you can't even keep a simple promise,
A promise you made yourself,
Choosing to, before you and me became an us,
I didn't force you to do it,
I only asked you to continue to keep it that way,
It may have been a long time ago,
But it doesn't make the hurt any less,
I can't believe you did this to me... to us...
I don't know where to go from here,
Not only have I lost trust in you now,
I have lost trust in myself,
I don't think I can tell who's telling a lie,
Or who's telling the truth anymore,
I'm doubting my faith in people,
A faith I used to pride myself in keeping,
I just hope I can gain back my trust in you,
I hope you can finally be honest,
I need to hear it from your lips,
I need to see a meaningful apology in your eyes,
I need to know I can trust you again,
I need you to promise no more lies!
