Friend?

Something must have gone wrong for me,
I've done something but i just can't see,
I have lost so many friends,
every one that for me God sends,
I use them and abuse them, i don't treat them right,
we always seem to end up having a big fight.
Nothing ever ends up how I want to to be,
No one ever seems to understand me,
I just want a friend to last,
Not one that will end up in the past.
Will someone please just be my friend,
and help me through life until the end.

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