~im sorry or am i~

We were friends since forever
but you wanted me to change never

in your shadow i was to roam
but now I'm doing good on my own

you couldn't take it you say i changed
but living for some one else made me deranged

It hurt the most when you said I'll be your friend when you change back
i felt the heart inside this shell begin to Crack

you were my best friend
your supposed to be there to help my heart mend

instead you killed a piece of me that day
i would be a fool if i was to stay

saying I'm sorry is what i did most
because i never wanted to lose a friend so close

But its to late for sorry but not for goodbye
not saying i didn't try

so goodbye my friend
maybe someday we will forgive again