Go on
do it again
push me further
to suicide again.
make me cry
and hate myself
I'm the one
that will cry for help.
call me depressed
whatever you like
make me strong
and make me fight.
I'm confused
don't know what to do
i tried last night
and i got through.
i didn't succeed
i wish i had
they make me angry
and make me mad.
they bring me down
fill me with rage
trapped in silence
like a cage.
i wait for this
to start again
I'll get that blade
and mark again
call me mad
but i cant face it
all this grief
i cant take it.
no time for talking
or living this lie
time to go
it's my goodbye.
I'll rip the bandage
off my wrist
even though i wont be missed
watch the blood
and feel the pain
vision weird and blurred again.
no more bullying
and anger for me
time to go
set myself free.
will i wake?
or will this work
either way I'll still be hurt.
should i do this
or should i hide?
either way I'll be dead inside.
