Babygirl

Baby girl believe me I wanted you like you wanted me,
Just to be your mummy, it would of made me happy,
I think it’s best this way, your with the angels above,
and my hearts content with the fact that there you’ll be loved.

I say a prayer for you every night do u hear them baby?
I hope you can forgive me, will you come back when were ready?
Your daddy wasn’t ready and didn’t think that you were his,
But I had never been unfaithful; afraid he would find another Miss.

Inside I feel so empty but for love I pretend I’m fine,
He tried to comfort me and said the wounds will heal in time.
But he didn’t feel you like I did; I could feel your presence there,
I even thought of names for you, and little dresses you could wear.

Oh you would have been beautiful I can see you in my mind,
I don’t feel I made the right decision leaving you behind,
But I did and I don’t want you fathers pity and sweet nothings,
Cos I get that gut feeling when I look into his eyes each morning.

I know he would of made a good daddy if he really tried,
But instead he beat me and shouted that I lied,
Please don’t think that he’s a bad person, he just gets angry sometimes,
But the thing I hate most about us is when it comes to bedtimes.

When he tries to cuddle up to me, whispering that he loves me,
I find it hard to say it back cos now I just feel dirty,
If I can’t have you then he cant have me, is it a pushover that he see’s?
I love him but I’m going to stay faithful to you and that is what he envies.

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