Alone

Cold and alone on the inside
Fallen and broken I run and hide
I made the mistake of trusting you
Young and naive, I didn't know what else to do
I won't let that happen again, I won't
I thought you loved me but I now know you don't
I am beginning to think you were right
Those words that were spoke on that moonless night
We talked of love and other mundane things
You seemed distant and you hid your true feelings
You were my everything but you didn't seem to care
The times I needed you, you were never there
You were my beginning and my end
My reason for living, my one and only friend
I leanred the hard way that you only lied
I was hurt and I broke down and cried
With wild emotions and a knife in my hand
The end of my world is thoroughly planned
Tonight will be the night I end it all
Tonight I will be forsaken and I will fall
I'm writing my parents a letter to let them know
They couldn't have stopped this and I love them so
I used to have so many plans for my life
But now they'll all end with this knife
'Please don't cry for me, I don't deserve it' I wrote
All of my emotions I expressed in a note
I addressed it to those I love and admire
Those who made me fly higher and higher
Thinking back on the things I've said
I wish I could take them all back but now I'm dead
My life is flashing before my eyes
All the smiles, laughs, tears, and lies
No more feelings because of a knife
I finally did it. I ended my life