I know you are still here with me, though you aren't close enough to touch, i never told you, that i love you so much. i miss your smile, your eyes and your laugh, i miss everything about you, i wish you weren't just in my past. I always dreamed of you in my future, of us together forever, i didnt know forever was so short, guess forever meant never. I miss your hair, and the way you made me smile, i miss how you could make my day, actually worth the while. I miss how you made me happy, how you made my days bright, I miss how you were upset, if everything for me wasn't right. I miss how you told me, that you loved me so, i miss how i felt, and how you would let me know. How you assured me that I was pretty, and that everything was going to be alright, i miss how you held me, and how you wanted me to be with you all night. I wish you never said goodbye, with tears dripping down your face, i wish you were with me, and never left this place. Rest in peace for me, and someday we will meant again, but god will choose, how and when. One other thing, that i miss a lot, how i felt all these feelings for you too, and how much this experience has taught. Taught me to never let go, no matter how much it hurts to hold on, taught me that someday, everyone has to die and be gone. I just wish that you didnt have to die so soon, that you were still here, and that you never left, and that you were still here to care! But no matter how much i wish, it will never come true, so i will just have to wait, for god to bring me to you.
