I found God Again

Always holding on,
no meaning to my life.
I always hid in darkness
until i found the light.

Always I was mocking
the teachings of our lord
making people laugh at them
watching them roll on the floor.

One day I was sitting
thinking of life and what I've done
then suddenly i realized
it had become now fun.

life held no more joy
I really had no faith
All I was was empty
I no longer had a place.

I was no longer worthy
I felt unloved and didn't care.
It was then that I turned to a knife,
This punishment seemed fair.

I was a bad person
and the pain just felt so right
I was trying to correct everything
but I wasn't strong enough to fight.

My heart just felt so heavy
I wanted to leave the earth
The only thing that kept me here
was thinking of others I would hurt.

I looked into my mirror
and the reflection that I saw
was my bible sitting on a shelf
against the other wall.

Right away it hit me
I realized my mistake
I'd strayed so far from the path
that God wanted me to take.

Since then life has been different.
I didn't want to go back.
Finding God again has saved me
And now I know how to act.

Its amazing how he saves you
when you're about to fail.
He's the one that pulls you back
from the brink of hell.

You'll never know true happiness
till God is in you life
He will help you win your battles
watching Satan flee in fright.