To hard to explain

I am not sure how i got this way

it is a feeling i feel each and every day

i am not the sweet girl i was awhile ago

i have sunk to my lowest low

i am not able to be trusted anymore

i have rotted down to my core

a broken heart and tattered soul

suicide is the price at toll

not a warning or a threat

but a promise i wont regret

i guess all of this is what i deserve

if you think you know, you have a lot of nerve

because it is impossible for you to know how i feel

you must be sick twisted and unreal

you don't know me

and all the pain i fell and see

how can you know what i have been through

cause i know the person liven my life isn't you

so don't try to fix me don't even start

cause you cant fix whats not broken or torn apart!