First there was my father,
And he left when I were young.
He didn't bother returning home,
And he left this pain undone.
Second there was a man,
Who fooled me in to thinking,
He was somebody I could trust.
Thirdly my ex boyfriend,
He used me as a doormat,
When he was bored he pushed me aside,
Waved goodbye and gave me my heart in pieces.
Then I met a guy,
So unlike the previous three,
Kind, loving, generous, sweet,
Exactly what I need.
Soon after I met him,
I was under his spell,
Going weak at the knees, butterflies inside, with my heart pounding.
Each day came to a close, and each day I began to fall even more.
Now this love I have for him,
Is something I've never felt before,
So unexplainable, the words can not describe.
This guy I've met is my dream come true,
Finally, somebody who I can tell everything to.
Something in my mind, keeps telling me hes too amazing for me,
He'll find somebody better and he'll soon ditch me.
Trying so hard to block out these words,
I know he's not that kind of guy.
I won't let my past get the best of me,
It will not destroy this love I have for him.
I wish he could realize, understand how much I am trying,
I know one day he'll leave me if I carry on this way,
I know what I have to do,
I have to let go of my past once and for all,
Leave that behind and focus on what my life will bring,
What my life will bring with me and him.
*Please rate and comment. I'm trying so hard to let go of my past so I can get on with the relationship I'm in. Its so hard to let go of these hurts...:-(*
