If only you could see
How much blood that I have shed
From sawing at my wrists
Hoping I was dead.
Trying to fulfill the dream
that you have always needed
me lying in a ditch
My heart left bleeding.
Thats all you ever wanted
and I loved you that much to try
To actually kill myself
Just so you wouldn't cry
You turned me into something
I've had nightmares about as a kid
A monster inside of a human
regretting no evil thing that I did
and empty souled kid
with dreams of only death
who looks inside of his heart
and sees theres nothing left
You turned me into
the one thing I didn't want to be
and now I want you to look
and see what you did to me.
