It's raining Outside

Inside of my body,
it's frigid outside,
it's raining,
it's blurry,
nowhere to hide.

I can stand in the middle,
of a heart so silent,
my hands are caged,
and my thoughts so violent.

It's raining outside,
raining blood,
in my head,

a doll in my heart,
to sew with fragile thread,

shes weaping inside of me,
with eyes so cold and so dead.

Im dancing in the rain,
I'm dancing with the dead,
I'm light on my feet,
electrify my dread.

My friends look so frozen,
there's no heart beat,
the blood,
from my body,
drains down to my feet.

I'm crying in the rain,
but no one could tell,
my thoughts so silent,
I just want to yell.

I want to yell with the wind,
I must scream to the rain,
I'm invinsible,
no bars and no chains.

This doll in my heart,
is moving my body, remains,
I have no control,
cause I'm a girl so plain.

An endless thought,
keeps me awake,
I can touch my heart,
my soothing heart ache.

Everything seems moving,
my body lays fried,
I'm left here,

just a shadow,

with the rain from outside...