Tempted

Its been a few months
Since I last cut
But nothings gotten better
Why cant people just leave me put?

I'm always getting in fights
Whether physical or yelling
Me and my sister
Always complaining

I cant take it no more
I see the blade
And i go crazy
From this life I want to fade

Late one night
I had had enough
I may look like it
But I'm not that tough

I look in my drawer
I see the knife
You have no idea how it feels
To want to take your life

I hate this!
I wish I was dead!
I don't want to, but the stupid knife
Is making me so d*mn tempted!