My willingness to love

As i cry my final tear
i think about your face
for some reason i like you a lot
and never will that change

you not like any other guy
you not a prep
or even a stoner like others
and your really not a nerd

you willingness to laugh
and not caring what they think
your funny not caring attitude
made me like you even more

now everyday i see you
i get the weirdest feeling
like no other ever before
your not the bad boy
who I've liked for a year

now i hear you reading
your lines in your book
your weird voice as you play mom
just wants me to look

i don't want to get heartbroken
like i have in the past
i don't like rejection
cause forever it will last

i just hope
before the end of the year
you'll figure out the truth
you'll finally see my fear