The darkness surrounds me,
Once again,
It beckons me,
It calls my name,
Wanting me,
Longing to know,
If I'll ever,
Be the same,
I gasp for breath,
And try to reach,
Reach for,
So much help,
I can't take help,
They moved away,
And then in pain,
I suddednly yelp,
It whispers to me,
I hear it's plee,
I try to fight,
But I'm not strong enough,
I knew I was weak,
But I didn't know how much,
Now I know,
I'm not at all tough,
It surrounds me now,
Whilst taking my life,
I scream for help,
And I loose it,
I'm fading now,
Becoming dim,
Like my candle,
I just re-lit,
My enemy is close,
I feel it's presence near,
I tell myself to be strong,
But it's not that easy,
I see it now,
Such a shiny silver,
My stomach flips,
And I feel queasy,
Once again I see it,
But I shut my eyes so tight,
The only problem is,
I can't get it out of my mind,
Yet again,
I open my eyes,
And then in my grasp,
The knife I find,
But it drops so quickly now,
Straight to the ground,
As I tell myself,
I want no more,
But then,
Right then,
I too,
Drop to the floor,
Near the knife I sit,
But my mind takes over,
'No more!' I scream,
I open the drawer,
Put the knife in,
Lock it with the key,
Throw the key away,
Because I want no more.
