Can I Endure?

Tears of hate, sadness, and fear.
These small wet drops begin to appear.

I am so uncomfortable with everything I do.
Around her I have no idea what to say or do.

I don’t want to make it worse, than it already is,
My former ways I begin to miss

Happy and cheerful, full of love and respect.
I’m few of these now. What did you expect?

Better than before? Nope!!!
I watch my every step. I’ve lost all hope.
So strong, ho can I cope?

I have begun to influence others, dragging them down.
All because of the thing ever apparent, my frown!

It’s not worth it, I can’t take all the pressure.
How am I ever gonna be able to endure?