Dragging Down

They said, “You’re dragging everyone down.”
I’m bored and I show it, so what?!
With you, I’m not included in anything.
Why? Because 99% of the time,
I have no clue about the topic.
So, I keep my mouth shut.
You asks what’s wrong.
I tell ya, “Nothing” because
I don’t want to drag you down,
Like they said I would.
Later he tells me, to get out of my mood.
And that he is sick of it.
My thoughts instantly go bad.
He has no idea how his words
Have affected me.
From then on nothing was good.
I’m fighting myself,
Trying to hold on for dear life.
Why do I have to be like this.