Wanting you

Frustration building in me so strong
Will this carry on for long?
I'm not sex mad or crazy
But i want you so much now, my baby
I want to feel that closeness to you
A feeling that for you is new
I understand if you scared
maybe your heart is un-prepared
you have been hurt by someone so close
And you've lost the people you loved most
Maybe you don't want to let me in
Scared that I'll cause you pain within
As our relationship began to grow
More deep and painful emotions you had to show
But with the release you seemed relieved
And as you smile you say you cant believe
Meeting me could change your life like this
Your smile is followed by a passionate kiss
Then you pull away
how can you be so passionate then pull away
Somethings I cant explain with the words I say
I want to express myself by us becoming one
Yes I get pleasure from the things you've done
But that isn't what I lust for pleasure is a pain
Pleasure with you or anyone can always feel the same
I know sex isn't love and you don't wanna get used
But your love isn't something I would ever abuse
I want to be the one who puts that sparkle in your eye
I want to be the one that will never make you cry
I'm holding on to you, I'm keeping you close
I hope one day you'll say that I'm the one you love most.