Hell sneaks behind me and stabs me in the back of the neck,
while I'm sitting in my black room in the darkness crying.
Thinking of the person i used to worship,
now just a person i know,
I cut myself to see the blood,
the blood reminds me of a once loved one.
I cry all night wishing things would get better.
Instead they worsen.
This evil hell whispers Mitch in my head.
Then i see myself in my head crying and begging for help in a helpless corner
I cut deeper and deeper in my wrist
Hoping my hellful life will end.
Here I lye with slow death,
because i have no reasons for life.
Knowing he has a fiance and hes only 15.
It hurts me so bad as i lie here in pain.
I see my life flash before me and the note that was left:
Life is love,
love is life,
to keep this life, there just isn't no point with out the person i love by my side.
I love you with my all and i wish i heard that from the one i love,
so I'm saying good bye forever and for eternity.
please don't cry just forget about me I'm an unwanted space in this earth. tell all my friends and family i am sorry for what i have done,
but now i am happy. So now i will take my blade and slowly stick it deep into my main vein as i slowly slice down my arm. its getting darker now. Bye and i love u all but if theres anyone to blame..blame Mitch.
love,
jasmine
