When i was 12 years old i got asked out by a kid named mitch. i really liked mitch. i was in love! i was obsessed. he told me how all of his other g/f have his name or his initials carved somewhere in them! so one day i saw a blade and thought about how people cut themselves. i tried it and i thought it looked cool. then i started using cutting as a stress reliever. i got sent to halifax hospital. there i was never to see mitch again.i wasnt a loud to see him at all. people said he made me do it! but thats a lie! i loved mitch and i still do! yes he did put me through pain so many times. he asked me out when he already has a fiance. i didnt know this. i lost friends because of him. my friends tried to tell me about his dirty side. that he was making out with some girl. i didnt believe them i accused them of being jelous and i lost some of them and then to find out it was true! he broke up with me on christmas and then said he was stupid and that he loved me, but i was the stupid one i said yes to him! when we finally did break up i went crazy!! i have well over 50 scars on me and i still think about him till this day. but i cant help my feelings. i broke up with my boyfriend becasue i still love mitch. i still hope we one day go out. the thing is hes a player. he has had over 50 g/fs this year from august- today..plus a fiance!! i feel bad for his fiance all the pain she must be going through!! i just hope the best and i guess it just wasnt meant to be me and him
