Moments away from slitting my wrist wide open for all the blood to slowly empty my vein,
the black darkness covered in my eyes. I slowly die and end this hell world.
with the razor to my wrist and the blood dripping down to the floor,
puddles of blood and drips off my wrist.
i remember the person i loved,
the person i wanted to spend eternity with and it makes my heart beat faster.
starting to skip a beat i get frightened. i wonder if this is what i want. my choices are over i didn't think first..now I'm dead no one to save me all because of a simple mistake.
please god forgive me please.
thats all i ask no more but to be with you. thats all i wanted to be with the one i love most out of anything.
but my prayers not granted,
i knew what would happen i would go to hell,
a hell worse than the life i was living.
my home my life.
when my mom finds my dead body covered in blood in a corner of my room...she cries and runs.
don't make the same mistake i did.
this is dedicated to my best friend who committed suicide...Amy.. i love you girl
