Straight to me

The sun falls,
my heart beats slow,
you come straight to me,
laughter falls within my crazed soul.
I fall to my knee's.

My thoughts think aloud,
but, pain floats alone.
lonely hearts come tonight,
And some nights you come to me.

The sun is out,
Yelling as loud as can be.
You hear it says such words,
It beats down on you so hard,
you start to not see straight.
Is it possible, that it doesn't want you here within a heart and soul and friend?