I see him coming towards me,
the one guy i will always love.
my hands start to shake,
my knees are getting wobbly.
he looks into my face...
and smiles.
his eyes could pierce my heart,
and he wouldn't know...
the damage that they caused.
i do my best to smile back,
trying not to faint.
he starts to reach for me,
then stops. i open my arms
and look up at him.
he shrugs.
and walks off.
i feel my heart tear into pieces,
my body is screaming at him...
don't just leave me.
salty tears escape my eyes,
running down my hot cheeks.
i turn and run, hoping the ground...
will swallow me whole.
'why do i love him?' i ask myself.
i run all the way home in a blur of tears.
i get to my room and close the door,
to be alone with my thoughts. i turn on the stereo,
angry music blasts through the speakers.
i curl up into a ball and wish that i was dead.
