All in black we will stand

Now you lie so cold and still
No feelings, no thought's,
just your body full of pills
Your coffin your mum brought,
crying out with her pain,
for her son that took his life,
her life shall never be regained.
She will cry herself to sleep,
because your life she wants to keep.
She will never ever forget,
being just too late is her regret

She'll question her actions
because she'll never get an answer
The only answer she wants to hear
is from you cold blue lips, i fear

Your body may be cold and blue
but memories will stay forever true
Things you said and faces pulled
will remain forever, never dulled.

All in black we will stand together
on a day we'll remember forever
on the day your body goes underground
Where we all pray your peace shall be found

This is what you planned last week
How could a 19 year olds future be so bleak
I hope you are happy and free
Because now and forever dead you'll be

~Written before the funeral~