School tomorrow
another day
left in silence
with nothing to say,
i want to speak out
and get it sorted
but all their attention
has been aborted.
they say they'll deal
with all this stuff
but i cant do it
i wanna give up.
and once again i will cut.
i thought i stopped
and fought the urge
yet again
i get kicked to the kerb.
branded as a failure
a danger to myself
instead of them staring
why don't they help?.
counseling starts soon
maybe that will work
but until that time comes
I'll just bleed and hurt.