Forbidden Love?

A tear runs over my cheek
as I’m sitting here all alone
All the answers that I seek
are suddenly all unknown

It’s killing me from inside
that I cannot hold you close
While my love for you is so wide
but that’s just the way life goes

But I just cannot understand
Is God just playing with my heart?
Because I cannot just pretend
like it’s not tearing me apart

You’re like a bright star in the sky
you seem so close, but it’s not true
And it just makes me wonder why
Is it forbidden to be with you..?