You saved me once
From pain and death
Helped me to recover
And have a reason to live
But, you are no different
From anyone else
I don't want attention
Believe me, it sucks.
But I do need help
Sure, happy on the outside
Dying slowly on the inside
Even with a boyfriend
Who loves and cares
The blade still lingers
Forever waiting for the chance
To make me bleed
Again.