No matter what it takes.

I look at my past,
so many things I regret.
Everything that you did last,
impossible to forget.

I remember everything,
from the first day we met,
to the last word you said.
It goes on in my mind over again.

I can't get you out of my head.
Sometimes I just wish to be dead.
Without you in my life,
it's but a waste of time.

So eight months later,
someone new,
someone good,
but just not you.

I fell for him too,
but I don't know if I still love you.
Tell you, I don't think I should.
Keep it a secret, it really hurts.

You look at me
everything you see is a lie
If only you knew,
how many tears I cried.

My first love,
so true but so hard.
I was so happy,
but still ended with a broken heart.

I think I love you to this day.
Keeping it inside of me ,
for my relationship's sake.
I made you a promise.

This promise I plan to keep.
I'll love you,
until the end of my days
Keeping you in my heart,
no matter what it takes.