The Class Trip [ TRUE]

In September our Thoughts went wild,
Were thought we were more then just a child,

We'd take a class trip All together,
A Trip without mom,
A Trip without dad,
All for the fun,
Leaving behind the bad,

But then in December,
I got diabetes,
I decided not to go,
And you all still went,

You drove to DC,
And had all the fun,
And while you drove here,
I stayed home alone,

But before you left,
I told you the truth,
and the truth was,
That i loved you,

When you got back,
I talked to your best friend on line,
Who said he went up your shirt,
And that you hooked up,

My mouth dropped,
And i wondered why,
I know i have no chance with you,
But maybe this was a lie,

Three years of liking you,
Hasn't gotten me anywhere,
And three days with him,
And he's everywhere,

It just goes to show you,
That the thing that you want most,
And know you'll never have,
Will always hurt you