The Most Hurt

Cutting my wrist would make me laugh to this new heartache

a stab in the back would tickle from satisfaction of useless pain

i have had my scars full of memories of pain and hurt

scars that will never leave my body and always remind me of when i hurt

scars that help me to learn from my mistakes, from what not to do

but this new hurt, i am willing to do again and again

all the pain Ive had, the torment Ive been through is nothing

all that i have felt in my past is no longer an issue to me anymore

because it hurts the most not being with you

*feeling a little down*