This will be the slow but sure death of me

by Sing me another sad song   Jun 14, 2005


When u love someone
you love them a lot
when u hate some one
you want to form a plot
when u feel depressed
you say your going to die
when u fail all your tests
you just want to cry
when u get made fun of
you run away
when u are depressed
you cut the pain away
when u are depressed
you try to run and hide
when you are depressed
your died from inside
so being depressed isn’t all right
I am so depressed
I do want to die
I am so depressed
iv tried suicide
but not once or twice
but many times
because I do just want to die
I have no reason left to live
all my love has gone with the wind
my heart snapped in many pieces
what can I do im falling apart
so many scars are left on my arm
from all the pain I felt over years
I may be only 14 but I don’t care
only one person stopped me
from my own suicide
no one cares
they all run away
they tell me to get lost
now im afraid
I just want to run so far away
where no one can find me cause ill away
I just want to go, and run and hide
I just want to go and die
no one understands what im going through
no one understands me at all
so just let me be
ill be fine I have not eaten a thing
so this will be the slow but sure death of me

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  • excellent poem and totally can feel wat ur going through just holla at me
    Dee

  • 19 years ago

    by Char

    Jessi, first off, excellent poem... You have some great talent, keep it up... I'm not going to sit here and compliment your poem and then ask you to read mine, because I can tell that you are hurting insanely. I know how you feel, trust me, I'm 14 as well... Its like you try to explain yourself and explain whats going on, but people just shut you out, and you just go deeper and deeper until it feels like you can't be reached. Don't do anything drastic, please promise me this. I just had a friend try to kill herself, because she thought that nobody cared. Turned out that she just couldn't see all the people who cared, because some people just hide it more than others. So it seems as if some people care, but they just have their own way of showing it. Let me just tell you, I have never personally met you, but I care so much for you, and I'm giving you my shoulder to cry on and you can vent on me or whatever you want. If you ever need to talk, email me at Theguitarteen2000@yahoo.com or if you have AIM I am Theguitarteen.... I know that you are depressed, but don't lose hope. There are people who want to get you out of this, because they understand how bad it is... I'm willing to do whatever I can possible...