I need to no someones there, cutting

I found a sharpener
for a pencil
i had a bad day of school
a take out the screw
as i run into my room
then the blade comes out
so what do i do?
of course i use it
every day and all night
before i go to bed
i will be sitting in my room
cutting and slicing the skin
as i listen to music
this calms me down
so i don't cry
it brings me down
i need to see blood
i need it bad
if im in class
i still don't care
i ask to use the restroom
and i pull the razor out
i cut and cut so i don't pout
when my friends ask me why im bleeding
i say i fell
they always believe me
i guess their not smart
but neither am i
i wish that i can just die
my friends say i need help
they no i don't eat
but if i keep not eating
this is the death of me
i have to eat dinner
i just eat a little
so my mom doesn't think I'm doing any thing
but this is a way im dieing
by cutting and slicing
this is my final words
u will regret the day u made fun of me
i shall die
i will live a nice afterlife
with a nicer guy
then u were...

u caused me a lot of pain
just by saying u love me
but then u turn your head
and pretend im dead
and u don't even notice me
u tell my friends she’s perfect
u tell them u love her a lot
but then u say i love u again to me
why are u telling me u love her and me
after this broken heart