I feel so much pain inside my soul.It pulls and it bends at every nerve.Its easy to say the road of my life never goes straight and always curves. My grip on reality is looking faint, my life it seems has fallen apart, i try to stay focused but it plays through my mind that ill never succeed and then it rewinds "you'll never succeed you'll always lose" so whats the point in trying to win, ill just end back up trying to figure out trying to figure out what got messed up. So as time goes by people say "she'll never pull through it...she'll just stop trying and soon give up"....well to all you people who think i wont make it, ill soon pull through once again. Ill show you all my life today has just begun..I am strong i have faith....you just wait!
